Happily ever after

Felizes para sempre

Eu juro que acredito....

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A Dream!

The Event

My hairstyle and Make Up for the Wedding:

The gorgeous Bride and me :D

I just loved the Wedding. It was amazing and very fancy :D

The best part was when my friend, the bride, came into the Church while the Original Bridal March was been playing live in orchestra. Just perfect!

I cried a bit, of course I did.

We, me and him, were the first bridesmaid and best man couple to get into the church in the red carpet.

STYLISHLY BABY!

The party had great music, delicious food, elegant people and lots of flowers.

Now I will keep dreaming and waiting for my turn. To be the princess of the day.

And I want him to be my prince.

Love love love...

The bride and the groom.

My best friend's Wedding

I AM VERY VERY EXCITED TODAY!

It's a big day, and I will be a bridesmaid. My best friend Patricia will be the woman of the day. The princess and the bride! I am very happy for her.

Happier to know that I will by her side and share this great moment with her.

I hope to get into the Church in big style, and my company is such a perfect person, the BEST one. Nothing could be better...

Cheers! Viva aos noivos!!!

:D

Outubro-08-2011

Je ne sais rien... rien de rien...

Ça fait long temp que je ne sent pas ca chose qu'est dans mon couer maintenant, tout nouveu et milleur!

My blood is hot and high, is heated inside of my vains... it's actually `bubbleing` like a fever!
I am not the same anymore, not at all...
too many things going on... and what I need now is a piece of mind, piece of my own mind... let things flow...

Depression is past and new dreams is the future.

I got rid of many stuff I cant believe I did man!

- Facebook
- Facebook Fake avatar
- Orkut
- Twitter
- Terra Mail (saving 10$ per month now)
- Credit Cards!!
- Hipocresy ... fake people...
- Fake Love

- Insomnia
- Many kilos
- Take Fluoxetina and Ciclobenzaprina on daily basis
- 2 cats, I miss them but it's is better for my allergy - I still kave Kira :)
- Stuff I had been saving for ages, like make-ups, clothes, shoes, even food! I am not post poned for tomorrow...

I think my life in really in a HUGE CHANGE MOMENT ... that one in LIFETIME...
Like my hands line says...

I have found my `other part`and now everything is making sense to me... even the problems, the new challenges and my onw mind is coming back to me...

The EMPITNESS is really gone... I know it was fast, like a falling star... BETTER this WAY then!

No time for tears now... Got to be tuff... really tuff!

I believe in LOVE and in TWIN-SOUL. :D Yes I do I do do do!

For now this blog will remain for my own benefit... hehehehe... I am the only one who reads it anyways!

A bientot!

2 de outubro de 2011

Wow, It´s has been ages I haven´t post anything here... I am a very busy girl, eh!

I am in a good mood lately, Thanks God () a good family and also I have a few but great friends. I am very passionate of my life again and I have no idea for how long I have been away from my sense and sanity...

Sometimes, we can get really sick and deeply depressed and we can't even imagine how down and stressed we are.

How could I be that long inside of this darkness?

- I guess, it´s part of life. We can cry, cry like a starving baby ...get tired of crying and complaining ...then felt asleep awake... we can actually DIE in LIFE and that's incredibly sad.

I have to apologise to two persons for being so ungratefull of being alive.

First to God, Who gave me this life and this opportunity of grow and evolute.

Then to Myself, cause I am the one who really suffered from being pushed down by my own thoughts and my own "self" pressure. That´s a hurt, a pain and I got scars from myself being such a hard Judge of my own attitudes.

So before I understand how many persons I have hurted or missundestanded, I got focus on this now; "Am I being treated well from my own behaviour?" "Am I being a nice girl to be a strong woman when I need me? Is my own courage stand by me?" "Am I in love with myself and with my life?"

Cause If I really treat my Stefani as the best thing in this world I will be able to do the rest!

Gotta live baby, cause we all know soon or later this life will be taken from us... then after that? Do we live forever? Do we get to the other side? Which side? Are we coming back? But when?

This is to be find out later on... I don´t really wanna know now...

Anyways, the best of me I will give...Certainly, I will give to me and to the other.

I am full of Love, let me share that with you?

XOXOXO

Stef

Well, well....

This year had started in a very stressfull way for me...like the ending of 2009.
Two jobs at the same time, then trainning with a job conciliation, no time for many things but at least I´m very surprised with all the energy I have had for this crazy routine.
Now I need to concentrate my energy in the worthwide things.

It´s funny when you feel a little bit more desirable, and when people is noticing you even when is just because your a NERD or in a SEXY way... it does not matter, it is good. The sad thing is when nobody cares or really notice you´re here or there beside them.

I just hope this people realise that time is flying life is too short and is aint good hurts people´s feeling...

Not proud what I am anymore... don´t care what should be done now... just going with the flow.. to see where all this is gonna get me...

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A song that I like:

http://vagalume.uol.com.br/israel-kamawiwoole/somewhere-over-the-rainbow.html

Just a Few will really LIVE!

You know what... I just learned that your day can be a shitty day and you can extend that for your routine if you continue thinking the same way...and acting the same way backwords to the end of this... so that´s why I´ve been having such shitty weeks, sad months and shitty years.
I worry too much about things and I know that I haven´t learn to say NO when is needed, because it has to be said even to my close ones sometimes...better often..
I don´t want to be a person that has things to regret in this life..(this is tuff, eh?) I rather do things crazy and stupidity should be part of my actions more often if I think a little bit more on me... inside of me... what I really want and not what they want me to want...

Geeeezz, I´m pretty sure I do not express myself well in any language but my eyes do, they are so so transparent so true that I got scared of looking in the mirror to see how obscure and dark I have become... loosing myself inside ...no clue when it has started... Where is that dreamy girl? I know I know that Dreams will not pay my rent but at least they are for FREE...

I´m feeling great this morning just because 9 hours ago I made myself to change the game, to listen the beat of my heart racing and asking me for FREEDOM... to dance...to let my body feel no grativity for a few moments and to make sure that my soul would feel no fear of the Heaven or the Hell judgements...

"Everydoby will die some day, but just a few will really Live"



That´s it! I am happy that nobody knows this blog... and I have no comments at all, I prefer it like that! :D