You know what... I just learned that your day can be a shitty day and you can extend that for your routine if you continue thinking the same way...and acting the same way backwords to the end of this... so that´s why I´ve been having such shitty weeks, sad months and shitty years.
I worry too much about things and I know that I haven´t learn to say NO when is needed, because it has to be said even to my close ones sometimes...better often..
I don´t want to be a person that has things to regret in this life..(this is tuff, eh?) I rather do things crazy and stupidity should be part of my actions more often if I think a little bit more on me... inside of me... what I really want and not what they want me to want...
Geeeezz, I´m pretty sure I do not express myself well in any language but my eyes do, they are so so transparent so true that I got scared of looking in the mirror to see how obscure and dark I have become... loosing myself inside ...no clue when it has started... Where is that dreamy girl? I know I know that Dreams will not pay my rent but at least they are for FREE...
I´m feeling great this morning just because 9 hours ago I made myself to change the game, to listen the beat of my heart racing and asking me for FREEDOM... to dance...to let my body feel no grativity for a few moments and to make sure that my soul would feel no fear of the Heaven or the Hell judgements...
"Everydoby will die some day, but just a few will really Live"
That´s it! I am happy that nobody knows this blog... and I have no comments at all, I prefer it like that! :D
I worry too much about things and I know that I haven´t learn to say NO when is needed, because it has to be said even to my close ones sometimes...better often..
I don´t want to be a person that has things to regret in this life..(this is tuff, eh?) I rather do things crazy and stupidity should be part of my actions more often if I think a little bit more on me... inside of me... what I really want and not what they want me to want...
Geeeezz, I´m pretty sure I do not express myself well in any language but my eyes do, they are so so transparent so true that I got scared of looking in the mirror to see how obscure and dark I have become... loosing myself inside ...no clue when it has started... Where is that dreamy girl? I know I know that Dreams will not pay my rent but at least they are for FREE...
I´m feeling great this morning just because 9 hours ago I made myself to change the game, to listen the beat of my heart racing and asking me for FREEDOM... to dance...to let my body feel no grativity for a few moments and to make sure that my soul would feel no fear of the Heaven or the Hell judgements...
"Everydoby will die some day, but just a few will really Live"
That´s it! I am happy that nobody knows this blog... and I have no comments at all, I prefer it like that! :D
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